= What do I want my identity to be

Context

kixstar immediate death, talking to old friends, mix of future opportunities and current grades and past with esports, early life crisis

I may not be able to answer the question, but what do I want to do with my life right now?
- Maybe something in esports would still be clean, after all I am passionate about it all
  - Just maybe not be a player anymore, be a coach or analyst instead
- Videography is important to build a brand and for monetary gain
- I think it’s good I’m putting myself out there, offering to do stuff like tutoring, fyr, talking on the bus
I want to be known as someone you can idolize but is still reachable and supportive
- I can offer help, but be disciplined in how I share it
It’s crazy to think on how long it’s been since I had a relaxed day like this
- I think it’s required to still do stuff, but at the same time, I haven’t talked to these people in a while and it was nice to finally do so
How can I continue to evolve at such an exponential rate?
- I think tackling social problems would be one
  - privateThoughts/= Adressing my social role and interactions

Maybe continue catching up with people as an energy booster, send emails during breaks
- Choose one person a day? idk, gratitude is important
Start sharing daily schedule or important events with parents
- Should schedule an hour a day, probably during weekly review I’d say
Be more intentional in my interactions with people
- Remember the importance of our social relationships
- Like how I had a sincere talk with darrick, get past the mundane a bit I guess

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Created:: 2021-11-18 23:11